CHALLENGES BUT HOPE OF GOD

Starting with my goal to reach out the unreach people and trained the saved one was difficult in the beginning,in a very hot scorching sunny day i went out to share the love of God alone no one has time to listen the truth which i brought for all no one want to give their time in the busy world,i was sad in the beginning going out alone searching for the lost soul carrying the good news but no one has interested as i walk out on the street it makes me feel bad of their ignorance,but still than i shared with people remembering what Jesus command the disciple when they went for blessing the household as it's says in Matt 10:12-14 i was encouraged  knowing that and i moved on training the saved ones where 18 people came to be trained ,discouragement cannot stop me doing His work.

        GOD IS NOT SILENT

He answer our prayer and one brother and one sister they feel that God is calling them to work with me so they decided to join with me .On sunday we had a fasting program and their we cry out to God to speak to us and He was not silent He spoke to us in a very different way there were only four of us taking fasting and God spoke to 3 of us by showing the vision, and He said we are the keys for unlock the locks,at that moment i couldn't understand but later He slowly remind me of the key which i got from God i drew and even i put the verses from bible Matt 16:19 during our Sons&daughters retreat time and it confirm me.
And another person saw narrow road with small yellow colour houses which was the glory of God.Matt 7:13-14.
And also we came to know God want us to stand behalf of those lost soul and ask forgiveness of their sins,as Moses did,Nehemiah did 1:6-7.

            PROMISE OF GOD FOR
              BUDDHIST  WORLD

What He promise Ez 11:17-19  He is doing the scatterd ones bringing back and i got opportunity to meet those people who were scatterd and they invite me in their houses i share the heart of God for them.They even asked me to dedicate their new vehicle to the Lord,at the same time i was

 teaching the ywam staff about God's hospitality and it leads me to do first myself then teach

so i invited some people for food in our rented house God did miracle again only one gas cylinder we have and i was worried if it's finish while cooking then what i will do ? But God knows that He will never put me shame so it last long still iam using that gas cylinder It's almost 4 months now,God is amazing He does things which is so unexpressible and i know through all this experiences i will know more of His love and His greatness.

Prayers:
1)pray for God's understanding and unity in our team.
2)pray for good health in our team.
3)pray for God's provision of fridge and bed.

                                                   UNEXPECTED WORK OF GOD.
As the things were slowly settling so i was started to do ministry starting with the prayer for the salvation who are lost in the Buddhist world,and also i started praying for the one who are saved from Buddhist background so that they can too train to train others.For this prayer i took fasting every Friday and i made a prayer list and i paste it on the kitchen wall and washroom wall so that i can see all the time and i will pray it was just one month only praying in this way and God did His work from my lost list one girl call me and she said she want to accept Christ amazing,and from my saved list one lady who is a research officer she was ready to be trained to train others,i remember how God spoke to us from the bible Ezekiel 11:17-19 He will bring back since they were scattered and give them back the land and giving them new heart of flesh.As God spoke God did.

                           WEAKNESS IN ME CAN'T STOP GOD'S PRE PLAN BLESSINGS.

With little faith in me i start planning to go to Nainital it's in the north part of India to trained that lady but there was no finance to go it's a long journey so i start praying for train tickets,fees for the training for food and lodge but God plan was bigger than my plan i was praying to travel by train and God provide flight tickets for both of us back and forth,not only that but also going their it's helps me to feel the heart beat of our Father for the lost soul.

                                              JESUS FEEDS THE FIVE THOUSAND

When we see in the bible Mark 6:38-44 Jesus multiply two fish and five loaves and all the five thousand people ate .It's not only those days but this days too Jesus is multiplying on 3th Sunday i arranged fellowship at our rented house since our rooms are empty so many people can seat on the floor.After the fellowship i prepared noodles for them but it was only two packets like two fish and i prayed in the kitchen for multiplication as i serve to all it was exactly for all.

GOD'S CONCERNED FOR EVERY SMALL THINGS IN MY LIFE

My shoe was torn and i went to cobbler to stitches but again it was not properly fixed and i was thinking i can't buy now because i have to pay my rent room and this time i have to give beginning of the first week all this thoughts makes me not to buy shoe,but God cares for me and God send an angel to bless me shoe ,and more over that same week one more angel came and bless me some finance to pay the rent room. God is a God who knows every heart desire,can't stop sharing His work in me .Thank you so much for reading my blog it encourages me a lot seeing your comments and blessing words.

Prayer:
1)I need right people to work with me pray for committed people.
2)Pray for the believers they will open their doors for training as i want to trained them.
3)Pray for God's anointing and wisdom .

                                      TAKING A SMALL STEP TOWARDS MY GOAL
                                                                  WITH HOPE

This last few days we were praying and asking God to open door to get rent room for starting my ministry and miracles way He open the door for us were my sister,me n my mom stay together,looking forward to see many other Monpa people to get shelter in our rented room though its small in the beginning but it's not an end it's just a beginning of our ministry as i trust my Father He will work it out the rest also as He has been doing from the beginning.

                                       GOD'S ANSWER TO OUR PRAYER

 And we experience His provision in our new rent room,the first day when we shift we got table and chair blessing .

and than the mattress to sleep

after that even we got blessing some families old screen to put up on our windows

and this is our water filter which was also a blessing though its small and takes time to fill but we are happy that we are drinking filter water and its all for God's glory that i'm sharing,

Even there was a time that when i was worried for the lunch since we were just shift in the new rent room and we don't have enough vessel to cook and God send an angel to invite our family for lunch in their house we were so blessed to eat pork in their house.God has been so available for our needs He send some families and they bless us their old....

plates,cups, spoon and knife so now we can  use our kitchen.

GOD USE ME TO BE ENCOURAGER FOR THE CHURCH AND THE SMALL FELLOWSHIP.

 A.G church they call me to give exhortations in the church and their God reminded me of 2 king 5 the story of Naaman how God heald him from his leprosy using small girl the servant the importance of obedient and the importance of faith to God.

Where in the fellowship God challenge me from the scripture Matthew 13

To be like good soil the more we sow the more we get the fruits sowing generously wherever we go start sowing.This word has been stirring me to be generous in sowing seed in the Buddhist world.So thankful to all of you for reading my blog and encouraging me.I have given my prayer points so that you will see how God is answering your prayer for me by putting up new prayer points crossing another level with God.
Prayer:
1)Give thanks to God for answering our prayer we got the rent room.
2)Pray for one brother his name is Rintea he have a heart for Buddhist but not sure to work with me pray for right direction.
3)Pray for bed to sleep ,rooms are still yet to fill no chair if the visitor comes.

Mission Trip to Tawang

TAKING RISK AND MOVING ON.
On date 12 we were on our way to a place called as Tawang. It is situated on an altitude of 15,000 feet above sea level. As we were moving going higher and higher we experienced very heavey snow fall with very strong winds  on our way and all the vehicles got stuck on the mountain. We started praying siting inside a vehicle and that very moment God opened a way. Only our vehicle did not even slip once and we reached our location earlier than the other vehicles. God did miracle after miracles. He answerd all the prayers that our friends prayed for and for a safe journey. He even opened our spiritual eyes to see the stagnant believers in that place where the missionaries also were quietly and drifting away from God's calling. I felt that moment that the land needs God's workers to sow the seed of gospel very much and we gave short trainings to the believers who were outsiders and to the local believers from their own land. As a believer or as a worker of Christ life is not easy in Tawang. Many left the place due to extreme cold climate sometimes it comes down to -2 degrees. We found out that gospel sharing is not easy because of opposing parties. Worker's are struggling and it challenges me a lot to start my work soon among those people. God revealed His heart for these people from Ezekiel 36:24-36 specially verse 26 where it says that He will give a new heart and new spirit. It gives me hope that these people will soon receive a heart of flesh.

BLESSINGS AFTER RISK
During our research God used me to make new friends from that community and those two friends become our person of peace they invited us to go to their village and we went knowing that its risky to share the gospel in that place but God used us. We came to know that they don't believe in creation or in a Creator so God allowed me to share the creation story to the villagers and as I shared I realized that they never heard the name of Jesus. It was for the first time that they heard the name of Jesus. We prayed for them and we returned with good news like Joshua and Caleb who during their time were the only two people that came back with good news but as for us 4 of us returned with good news. With prayers in our hearts we ask God to send in workers to the Monpa people.

Thank you so much for your prayers, every prayer had been answered.

Prayer points:
1) Pray that I would get a house to start my ministry for my people the Monpas.

2) Pray for people who will be obedient to God's call and join with me for Gods vision for the Monpa people.

3) Pray for God's wisdom in the decisions that I make for what's next in my ministry life.

On the road to Tawang

My two new local friends from Tawang

My team

A local man from Tawang

Mission Trip To Tawang

TAKING RISK AND MOVING ON.
On date 12 we were on our way to a place called as Tawang. It is situated on an altitude of 15,000 feet above sea level. As we were moving going higher and higher we experienced very heavey snow fall with very strong winds  on our way and all the vehicles got stuck on the mountain. We started praying siting inside a vehicle and that very moment God opened a way. Only our vehicle did not even slip once and we reached our location earlier than the other vehicles. God did miracle after miracles. He answerd all the prayers that our friends prayed for and for a safe journey. He even opened our spiritual eyes to see the stagnant believers in that place where the missionaries also were quietly and drifting away from God's calling. I felt that moment that the land needs God's workers to sow the seed of gospel very much and we gave short trainings to the believers who were outsiders and to the local believers from their own land. As a believer or as a worker of Christ life is not easy in Tawang. Many left the place due to extreme cold climate sometimes it comes down to -2 degrees. We found out that gospel sharing is not easy because of opposing parties. Worker's are struggling and it challenges me a lot to start my work soon among those people. God revealed His heart for these people from Ezekiel 36:24-36 specially verse 26 where it says that He will give a new heart and new spirit. It gives me hope that these people will soon receive a heart of flesh.

BLESSINGS AFTER RISK
During our research God used me to make new friends from that community and those two friends become our person of peace they invited us to go to their village and we went knowing that its risky to share the gospel in that place but God used us. We came to know that they don't believe in creation or in a Creator so God allowed me to share the creation story to the villagers and as I shared I realized that they never heard the name of Jesus. It was for the first time that they heard the name of Jesus. We prayed for them and we returned with good news like Joshua and Caleb who during their time were the only two people that came back with good news but as for us 4 of us returned with good news. With prayers in our hearts we ask God to send in workers to the Monpa people.

Thank you so much for your prayers, every prayer had been answered.

Prayer points:
1) Pray that I would get a house to start my ministry for my people the Monpas.

2) Pray for people who will be obedient to God's call and join with me for Gods vision for the Monpa people.

3) Pray for God's wisdom in the decisions that I make for what's next in my ministry life.

SEEING THE BROKEN HEART OF GOD BROKE MY HEART

On the third week of my training. I was listening to the gentle voice of God and it came with message of this broken world. God broke my heart by showing me His broken heart and the urgency of saving souls not in a small number but in a multiples. Everywhere, anytime,and by anyone for the world. So He started expressing his feelings to me and I noted it down into a poem.

              SON OF MAN
                      FOR
         LOSTNESS OF MAN.
                   LK 19:10.

God's heart is seeking
Lost souls of this world,
God's heart is seeking
Those who cry for the world.

He carries the burdens for all,
In 30 pieces of silver He was sold
only for the sake of this world.

Knocking at the door of each soul
Again and again He calls,
Desperate desire He has 
Just to reach out to each soul.

His love for lost souls is more n more
Open the heart of peoples goals,
Gods heart breaks for this world
When He sees the lost souls.

He says multiply multiply person of peace
Consistent prayer this world needs,
Father's heart goes deeper deeper to see
Free free salvation to each of thee.

Different cultures, different languages
He is longing for,
Near far across the world
He is wanting more.

Saving souls and open doors
He is looking for,
Limitless love,unconditional love  He pours,
Only for lostness of soul.

Catalyst pray and go
Scatter the seeds and sow,
Spread the gospel where you go,
Baptize and disciple as He called,
Call n gather multiply leader all
Catalyse the movements in the world.
                   By Annu (Tsering Tsomu)

It boosts my spirit to go and share this very important message to the world and it is message that He gave us before He went up to heaven. To go and make disciples not just lead them to know Christ but also make disciples and to train them. Matt 28:18-20 God wants me to be very serious of what Jesus had commanded and put that into practice. I realized that I had to start from that week itself.

GOD SOFTEN THE GROUND
So I prayed and made a list of 20 names who rare not saved. I prayed again for them and God started stirring up my heart to share to one of the person from the list. She is a Buddhist lady. I called her to talk to her and God made everything possible she was so open to gospel, open to her problems too. In this way God led me to many others too and just in one week I shared with sixteen people. God started working on what He spoke to me.

The feelings of this world being lost took me to the streets to share with many about my life how God called me to be His daughter. And being His daughter how privileged I feel. The need of a daddy is very important in life. Through Psalms 127 :1-5  God spoke to me  the importance of ""God in our lives"". Without God no matter how much hardwork we do it is all in vain. He spoke to me to be desperate to have Him. I realised that if I'm in desperate need of Him in my life then I will see fruitful result. So I'm going on an exploratory trip to Tawang carrying God's vision in my heart. Bless you all for reading my blog.

Prayer points:

1)pray for a good health.

2)Unity in the team I'm with.

3)The  anointing that Joshua and  Caleb had to reach the promise land and to come back with good news.

Here are some of my training pictures from a cultural night event...

Unexpected answer from God

FIRST DAY IN KML (KINGDOM MOVEMENT LAUNCH)
I started my training at KML(kingdom movement Launch) on the 8th of February with my own preoccupied thoughts and expectations. After leading ministry for years I decided to do this training in order to step down to a student's level from a level of leadership. I wanted to  learn and receive and not lead. I made up my mind not to lead or teach but only to listen... Two days of learning in the centre and I felt like I haven't learned any thing because I saw that there was pride in me. This was because of the knowledge that I had gained over the course of me being a leader. I had set my mind to expecting something very great from God from the first day. I had high expectations that He will show me great and wonderful things.... perhaps things that I haven't even dreamed of before. And things didn't turn up the way I thought and expected in the first two days..

UNEXPECTED ANSWER FROM GOD.

God spoke to me and He reminded me of Elijah in the book of 1kings 19:11-14. He too was expecting that God will appear in a powerful wind but it did not happen. He thought that God would appear to him in an earthquake but it didn't happen. And again he thought that God would appear in a fire but it didn't happen, but in a gentle whisper God spoke to him. The same thing happened with me on the 3rd day of my training. God started showing me the purpose of being in KML.

 

The words that God gave me last year were repeated again and again in KML. These words give me new ideas to start a ministry for my own people group which has only 0.30 percentage of believers. The  least unreached people group in the world. The promise verses that God gave me become more clear when I read Isaiah 54:2.  I truly feel like this was not only a confirmation from God but it was also an urgent call for my unreached people. This was after I spent time listening and hearing from God. The plans that I had for myself this season was not to lead nor to teach but to step down to the level of a student and just spend time listening and learning. But God's  plan was totally different. He had plans for my people so He spoke to the Leader of KML to appoint me as one of the leaders of the research teams. The place where we will be going to is Tawang (my home town)  Now I understand that it was God's strategic plan to use me for His glory among my own people. So I submitted myself to God and I said yes to be a leader.

Thank you so much for reading my blog and praying for me. There are many things that God is confirming to me through this training KML (KINGDOM MOVEMENT LAUNCH)

Prayer Points:

1)God's humility  to rest on me so that I will learn from younger ones too.

2) I need more of God's wisdom and His love so that I will be a blessing to my people and  my team members.

3)God's fresh anointing and protection over me and my team members.