DO,LIVE AND DIE  FOR CHRIST.

With the flame of christ i came back from my journey,with that flame i got an opportunity to challenge my co-workers and the outsiders living for christ is worth.I share the experiences meeting up the ywamers who are seving in the difficult nations,with zeal in their heart to serve till the end of their life and God steer the heart of all the ywamers and others to renew their commitment to God again and the flame of God was touched to all.At the same time i myself rekindle my life for christ at that evening by sharing from Mtt 16:24-25.
                   GOOD OVERCOMES THE EVIL
When we take bigger step for good,enemy always upsets with our decisions for Christ
 And enemy plans to destroy our decisions by bringing misunderstands between our family's and friends and discouraged us,i had a hard time but i know God is with me and He will help me to overcome the evil and disappointed situation it all happen when i give very strong word to all by saying my life is in Christ and my death is in Christ.This makes me more alert in prayer intercession it helps me more to seek my Father.He taught me how to wait patiently and standstrongly for the truth.During this time God spoke to me to pray for Next country Mongolia focusing buddhist,God started showing up His heart for this country too in my second list.

EMOTIONS CHANGES BUT GOD'S POWER STAND STRONG.
As we start going house to house for gospel and looking for people to say iam willing to give my life for Christ and we found people who need healing,who are fighting for life,it breaks our heart seeing them without hope and God took us to those people kidney failed,liver damaged surrender from doctors
and many buddhist monks.So we felt Jesus want to visit those people houses to give healing,we believe that this is a appointed time to share Christ love for them.We want to expect great things to take place.

My prayer-
        1)pray for brother Dawa he is a buddhist seeking Jesus to heal him,he us in the last stage.Both Kidney is not functioning.
2)pray for Brother Gomb Dorjee his both kidney and liver already damaged seeking healing from Jesus.
3)pray for me that God will use me for many buddhist nations as iam praying for my next target through healing ministry and intercession.

                                 OUT POURING GOOD PLANS OF GOD
Though men of this word forget the word i spoke,years back but my Lord,my God,my Father never forgets what i desire for long back.It was many years back i waa desiring to see saiacs centre of bangalore and this time my retreat with sons&daughters was the fulfillment of my desire,it was not only seeing but also it was experiencing staying for 1week in CEO SAIACS,i was reminded of my desire which was long back i kept in my heart and i forgot but God didn't.During my stay it was the time to look back of my time 1 1/2 yr back burn out life how God use it again wonderfully again and this time i could able to lift up God of what He has done  in my life,and giving thanks to God for His unfolded plans in my life.While returning back to my mission field In the flight i met one Buddhist Lady and God told me to share how much He loves her so i share with her and right away she believed our living God,it was not at all my desire but it was God's plan.

WORTH TO TRUST GOD THAN TO EXPECT MAN

This time again i was teaching faith and finance in DTS and i felt more than teaching it was time of learning myself together with the students.Amazing things happen iwas not prepared at all for this teaching and i had only one prayer befor teaching God teach me and use me let you be the teacher and every word was new this time when i taught this topic at the same time it helps me to put strong faith in God,rather than trusting men of the world,because trusting God will never gonna fail me trusting anything anyone rather than God can fail me.On the last day of my teaching in the evening i was preaching in the fellowship i felt God is saying to each one of the person who are present there to give our life 100%not 50% so He revealed to us through Num 23:19 and i challenge myself and to all to trust God.On that evening i was amazed seeing how God works in the small fellowship the members collected offering for me for my Thailand trip and it was 3000. That i received that night so that i can book my tickets for my going.I didn't expect at all but God did it all.

NEW NATION NEW EXPERIENCE STRONG FAITH

It was my first time going out from india to Asian county though i had my passport many years back i made it, and i was thinking before it expire,i want to go for prayer and God and the nation call me up to interceed for God's kingdom to come in the nation.The movement i step into the flight to Bangkok i was overwhelm with thanks giving heart to God and start praying over the land for sanctification and praying for God's nation to rule.This trip taught me how to be more effective in prayer and keep praying,the more i said to others iam a intercessor it makes me to pray more and even my finance was very much limited but God was not limited He send generous people to go for short distance and paid by them,My Dad know and sees my pocket and He says trust me my daughter.As for me thai bht was so high but God was in control and my Dad is higher than thai bht.I was so much blessed being their and knowing what God has for me whole time i was giving thanks to God,There was a time when everyone have to go for outreach and showing video to each local families was compulsory and it was required for everyone to download the app where we can find the video their i realized how much i was wrong to have big mobile is for show off and i was content with my small phone which is not working for downloading anything,but this time i prayed to God and i said sorry God for being so proud to not to have good mobile and i ask this time God i really need good mobile for my ministry purpose with right attitude.God revealed my needs sometimes even i don't know what is my need,always God teach me something and than only i will know my needs.

Thanks everyone for prayerfully reading my blog

PRAYER:1)Pray for samina Buddhist lady who received christ in the flight,for closer relationship with God and me.

2)Pray for Buddhist people who got healed they will recognized Jesus as their life giver.

3)Pray for me i really need good phone and i don't have a budget to buy good phone i felt strongly.

                RENEWING GOD'S COVENANT TO US
Retreat focus,it was such an privilege me to remind the God's children of God's covenant and His first love for each one of us by sharing the foundational values of ywam to strengthen their call in ywam,it was also a time of checking how far we have been faithful in His service working as a ywamer.I challenge them by reminding the values of our mission,and on 3rd day of our retreat We had a time of prayer so God spoke to me about the things that we should do as a servant of God from the book of Lev 14:5-9
For cleansing ourselves before God.

LIFE GIVEN TO PEOPLE WHO NEVER HEARD THE NAME OF JESUS

People came from village for treatment and doctors surrender can't save her life at that time we got a call for prayer for that sick lady and the moment we heard we rushed to hospital for prayer and we share the love of God to her and prayed for her and in the evening she got healed we witnessed christ as healer in the hospital that day.

GOD OPEN UP NEW AND BIGGER DOOR

God called me to save the lost soul of buddhist specially all the monpas of our land.

This time i got an opportunity to share gospel to the prisoners who live in a very cramped conditions and little food some of this prisoners have not had any visitors for months and years so our goal is to visit as many as we can to bring joy and share the love of Jesus.We will be cleaning the 2 local lock ups  and hand to hand tries to help keep the place clean and as well as feed and pray for the prisoners they need God's love.This is  outside of the city in Thailand it's also a Buddhist country on 5th of September 2018 my work will start. where God call me for few days. Praise God i got an scholarship for staying but still more need to pay my flights tickets for both side and fooding all together it comes 30-40,000 so for that iam doing fund raise selling this monpa bags  instead not doing anything with action is very important to put it into practice by faith and do it.So right now i got 2400/ from that monpa bags.

You can pray about it if God tells you to contribute some blessings for my tickets and food you can let me know.

Thank you for reading my blog keep me in your prayer.

Prayer.1)God's healing will take place spiritually and physically.

2)God will give bring salvation to all buddhist people.

3)please pray for my trip to Thailand i strongly felt that God is calling me for few days to serve their and be a blessing for all by serving.

                       REPAIRER OF PEOPLE
We as a team God led us to the houses where many people were broken in their spirit facing challenges in their health,in their relationship,finances seeing all God unite our DMM and DTS team together and He used this two teams to repair the relationship to meet their needs,and to bring healing in the life of people.

           
         BREAKTHROUGH IN THE LIFE
It's been 6-7 yrs my mom has been seeing healing in her life,and many times i used to encourage her to share her testimony about how God saved her life but she always refused to witness and one day on Fathers day out of sudden in the church she stood in the front and started sharing the testimony and witnessing Christ as her personal savior and healer,i was amazed to see her and also grateful to God for the perfect time i will never forget the day  June 17/6/18 my mom overcome the fear and she witnezz Christ.It was my always desire to see.I understood God's timing is the best timing it was such a joy to see changes in my mom's life on Father's day.

GOD OF GRACE AND SECOND CHANCE

As i was talking with my coach about our ministry and the staff so i share to my staff who left 2months ago and my heart was totally closed for that staff but then God spoke to me of His grace that is for the staff and it it challenge me to live out my life as Christ lives so i gave him second chance to work with me as a staff since he was asking me thrice.God has been so good that He answered our prayer of sending long term staff for our DMM and He spoke to one of the dts student to join our ministry so Mr Apang he gave commitment to us for 2years,now we are 5 of us working together God's grace was not only in our team but also those who have never heard about Christ we got opportunity to minister to one family who's daughter was admitted in the hospital and even doctors couldn't diagnose her sickness but God did His part and He healed the girl and the miracle took place and accepted Christ as her personal savior we prayed for her befor she left the hospital it was difficult to pray in the hospital because the place where she was staying was donated by buddhist people and some buddhist people stay their too.Even in the difficult situation God reveal His power by healing the girl.

SOMETHING NEW THAT I HAVE NEVER EXPECTED OR DONE

Anchoring or hosting In the wedding for the first time in my life was new experience and joy and more than that the wedding was from one of our tribe brother's wedding it was privileged to host all glory to God because of Him i can host and God sees capability in me,not only anchoring but involving in cooking, decorating we give our hands of help it was joy to be a part of a wedding program as a team we have learned so much of God's character during this occasion one of the character was patients and humility their are more please do read my blog and pray for me.

PRAYER-

1)Thanks giving prayer for sending staff and the healing of the girl.

2)Continue to pray for sister Mindu one of our goal is to reach her heart with Christ love

3)Pray for our house owner for understanding of God's love for them and also pray that we will build good relationship with them.

              GOD'S HEART FOR MOM'S
In this 8years of our monpa fellowship God reveal His heart for the children presenting God Himself as a mother for all of us.On the occasion of Mother's Day God demonstrate of mother's love was very strong that melted the hardent heart of the children on that day,we were so overwhelming by God's touched and tears were just running down from the cheeks as the process of melting heart of the children was on one side and another side God use me to speak in the life of those mother's and the children through worship,and we had a time of reconciliation and restoration.

EVERYTHING IS POSSIBLE IN GOD'S NAME

This is the day on 3rd week of may we translated Lord's prayer in our monpa dialect.It was very hard to pronounce the words at first even some people were complaining and they were not willing to learn also i face lot's of discouragement some they told me to make more easy but it was God who stood with me and telling me to not to give up though lot's of people are disagree with me,but God did miracle after 5days on saturday i was the first person who read out monpa Lord's prayer in our dialect 3lines and others they follow too,and now it's been 3weeks most of them especially the one who are not willing,they are happily reading and memorizing.All praise goes to God.This is the first ever monpa Lord's prayer translated.

GOD'S THOUGHTS ARE HIGHER THAN OUR THOUGHTS.
We have been asking God to send long term staff who can work together with us in DMM,God is sending people in our team who need us not the person we need,I realized this time when one more girl join in our team her name is Azeno from nagaland she need discipleship in her life and she is in our team,I didn't understand before when we receive the brother in our team his case was similar too with her.So through this i felt God is using our team for two purpose for discipling the members and also God send  helpers in our team though may be they come for short term period of time they wil be in DMM.It was a great help when me and my team went out for sailing the cake for 8days for our mission conference trip to kalimpong (west bengal) amazingly God bless us 8000/ and we divided into 4 people.God's faithfulness took us to kalimpong.

RENEWING THE FIRST LOVE OF GOD REV 2:1-4
GOD'S NEW REVELATION WE AS A TEAM RECEIVED AND PERSONALLY TOO
God strongly deep inside makes me to feel His great love and to renew more radically my love for Him and i decided to seek and find rest in Him before i seek other's help, others face getting up early morning seeing His face first ,call out His name first before any other small names,so i started getting up morning 4am i seek Him this is my joy.
Thank you so much reading my blog and your prayer.

PRAYER-
1)Pray for God's protection upon my families my brother my sister and mom.
2)Pray for lost soul ( monpa )to receive salvation soon.
3)Pray for my love to grow more strong for Jesus no matter what comes in life.

                PATIENCE AND FRUITS
In the month of april i was traveling to west bengal siliguri for a short meeting with my co-worker's in church planting ministry,this journey was not very easy journey 5hrs of waiting without food and the next day 3hrs of waiting for bus at night and lots of mosquito bites challenges of finances but God grace i reach safely siliguri where God open His arm ones again ready to trained me and make me understand the kingdom of God is important when we are involved as a missionary in the field.I felt during this journey God want to communicate with me of my impatient character need to be molded by God.And God was seeing patiently my struggles as well as my joy.Fruit of the patience God bless us kitchen vessels i was so touched receiving all the blessings even though they don't have much but they gave us.......
CROSSING LIMITATION OF WHAT I CAM DO

God restore our ministry bringing together though Holy Spirit with one heart im mission  giving our best to lift up one another by word of encouragement ,not only verbally but with action i join with them to help in the school for some days amd also putting the fence in the school,panting the benches physically involvement was the sign of unity what i can do for that moment.

TEENAGERS FIRE FOR GOD'S SERVICE

We got opportunity to trained young boys and girls from sunday school.We got a time to share our ministry experiences to them and it really challenge them they were all from broken family i listen to them i prayed with them It boost me up seeing their zealness to know God,God sees their potential in sharing gospel .

       DOOR OF BLESSING WIDELY OPEN
We have not even prayed for the chairs but God blessings flows like river in that river of blessing we can't name a particular thing,because when it flows,it flows with everything which we have not named also,which we have not even remember to asked.Thank you Jesus my provider........

PRAY:-
1)Pray for my  staff Sarita recently her father  passed away for God's comfort.
2)Pray for God's provision as we are planning to bake cake for fund raise this way we can get the finance to go mission trip.
3)Pray for more workers to join with me carrying the vision of Jesus.

                                             DESPERATE TO HAVE GOD'S HEART


God's plan was untold to me,unexpectedly God brought people who are hunger for the help, who have the wrong concept of Christ and who are from the Buddhist background God lead us to 3 girls we met them and we invite them for lunch in our house,God reveal His heart in a very creative way to share gospel to them by singing gospel songs and also letting them to sing their own songs after that our team we started praying in our spirit and then i shared my testimony how i encounter Christ and what Christ can do,it makes them to open their heart for Christ and to see success in their work by trusting Jesus.So we prayed for them and one of the girl got selected in the interview so her faith increase and she asked more prayer for her future and then even their doubts and wrong concepts of Christianity was cleared.As long as we are ready to share God's mighty work to the lost God is ready to give His creative ideas,so we invited them next time also.


                        REVELATION OF RISK, CHALLENGES AND CHANGES


Taking risky steps was not easy but it taught me alot of accepting challenges with joy so that we or i can see the changes with victory.After taking the step it was a risky step when i give a word to give my tithes to a missionary who stay far,without counting how much i saved i told the amount that i will give,i was started thinking if that much amount i can't give than what they will think so by faith i check my tithes it was the exact amount i told to them i was so happy by what i did because i obey what God said i give what i have also and God use me to teach in DTS so i started teaching faith and finance as i experience through my life it was the 2nd day of my teaching in DTS and all the students and staffs they were playing angel and mortal game and even in my heart was thinking to play with them but they didn't involve me in that game so i said to myself in my heart i wish somebody can be my angel with that desire i went back to my room and than after sometime later i got a message saying that iam your angel that shock me,because nobody knows that i was wishing in my heart  and i started reading the message and it was saying iam your angel i was praying for you and God told to bless me some money so iam sending some money to your account and i got it.God knows very well that i will be travelling to kolkata for DTS teaching after 2weeks and for booking my tickets i don't have so He prepared for me before,i took the challenges by giving out what i have and God changes
the situations.
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  CHALLENGES FROM MY TEAM MEMBER ASKING GOD TO GIVE HIS HEART
There was a time i was scare to loose people and i try to make them happy with what i can do,but God gave me His heart to not to afraid of loosing people but learning how to release people it was very Strong release word in my heart that makes me to be strong in decision it was a challenging moment because i don't have a enough staff to work with me but saying yes you can go saying to my team member when they ask me to release with big heart and with the hope of God and he left.
But God will never leave me i know even nobody work with me He is 24x 7 working with me.
Thank you for reading my blog it helps me to pour out my heart .


PRAYER-
1)Pray for long term supporter for my team members who are really come with long term goal.
2)Pray for the lost one whom we share gospel and make friendship they will soon come to the Lord.
3)Pray for good health am not so well coughing and day by day am  becoming loosing weight.