REPAIRER OF PEOPLE
We as a team God led us to the houses where many people were broken in their spirit facing challenges in their health,in their relationship,finances seeing all God unite our DMM and DTS team together and He used this two teams to repair the relationship to meet their needs,and to bring healing in the life of people.

           
         BREAKTHROUGH IN THE LIFE
It's been 6-7 yrs my mom has been seeing healing in her life,and many times i used to encourage her to share her testimony about how God saved her life but she always refused to witness and one day on Fathers day out of sudden in the church she stood in the front and started sharing the testimony and witnessing Christ as her personal savior and healer,i was amazed to see her and also grateful to God for the perfect time i will never forget the day  June 17/6/18 my mom overcome the fear and she witnezz Christ.It was my always desire to see.I understood God's timing is the best timing it was such a joy to see changes in my mom's life on Father's day.

GOD OF GRACE AND SECOND CHANCE

As i was talking with my coach about our ministry and the staff so i share to my staff who left 2months ago and my heart was totally closed for that staff but then God spoke to me of His grace that is for the staff and it it challenge me to live out my life as Christ lives so i gave him second chance to work with me as a staff since he was asking me thrice.God has been so good that He answered our prayer of sending long term staff for our DMM and He spoke to one of the dts student to join our ministry so Mr Apang he gave commitment to us for 2years,now we are 5 of us working together God's grace was not only in our team but also those who have never heard about Christ we got opportunity to minister to one family who's daughter was admitted in the hospital and even doctors couldn't diagnose her sickness but God did His part and He healed the girl and the miracle took place and accepted Christ as her personal savior we prayed for her befor she left the hospital it was difficult to pray in the hospital because the place where she was staying was donated by buddhist people and some buddhist people stay their too.Even in the difficult situation God reveal His power by healing the girl.

SOMETHING NEW THAT I HAVE NEVER EXPECTED OR DONE

Anchoring or hosting In the wedding for the first time in my life was new experience and joy and more than that the wedding was from one of our tribe brother's wedding it was privileged to host all glory to God because of Him i can host and God sees capability in me,not only anchoring but involving in cooking, decorating we give our hands of help it was joy to be a part of a wedding program as a team we have learned so much of God's character during this occasion one of the character was patients and humility their are more please do read my blog and pray for me.

PRAYER-

1)Thanks giving prayer for sending staff and the healing of the girl.

2)Continue to pray for sister Mindu one of our goal is to reach her heart with Christ love

3)Pray for our house owner for understanding of God's love for them and also pray that we will build good relationship with them.

              GOD'S HEART FOR MOM'S
In this 8years of our monpa fellowship God reveal His heart for the children presenting God Himself as a mother for all of us.On the occasion of Mother's Day God demonstrate of mother's love was very strong that melted the hardent heart of the children on that day,we were so overwhelming by God's touched and tears were just running down from the cheeks as the process of melting heart of the children was on one side and another side God use me to speak in the life of those mother's and the children through worship,and we had a time of reconciliation and restoration.

EVERYTHING IS POSSIBLE IN GOD'S NAME

This is the day on 3rd week of may we translated Lord's prayer in our monpa dialect.It was very hard to pronounce the words at first even some people were complaining and they were not willing to learn also i face lot's of discouragement some they told me to make more easy but it was God who stood with me and telling me to not to give up though lot's of people are disagree with me,but God did miracle after 5days on saturday i was the first person who read out monpa Lord's prayer in our dialect 3lines and others they follow too,and now it's been 3weeks most of them especially the one who are not willing,they are happily reading and memorizing.All praise goes to God.This is the first ever monpa Lord's prayer translated.

GOD'S THOUGHTS ARE HIGHER THAN OUR THOUGHTS.
We have been asking God to send long term staff who can work together with us in DMM,God is sending people in our team who need us not the person we need,I realized this time when one more girl join in our team her name is Azeno from nagaland she need discipleship in her life and she is in our team,I didn't understand before when we receive the brother in our team his case was similar too with her.So through this i felt God is using our team for two purpose for discipling the members and also God send  helpers in our team though may be they come for short term period of time they wil be in DMM.It was a great help when me and my team went out for sailing the cake for 8days for our mission conference trip to kalimpong (west bengal) amazingly God bless us 8000/ and we divided into 4 people.God's faithfulness took us to kalimpong.

RENEWING THE FIRST LOVE OF GOD REV 2:1-4
GOD'S NEW REVELATION WE AS A TEAM RECEIVED AND PERSONALLY TOO
God strongly deep inside makes me to feel His great love and to renew more radically my love for Him and i decided to seek and find rest in Him before i seek other's help, others face getting up early morning seeing His face first ,call out His name first before any other small names,so i started getting up morning 4am i seek Him this is my joy.
Thank you so much reading my blog and your prayer.

PRAYER-
1)Pray for God's protection upon my families my brother my sister and mom.
2)Pray for lost soul ( monpa )to receive salvation soon.
3)Pray for my love to grow more strong for Jesus no matter what comes in life.

                PATIENCE AND FRUITS
In the month of april i was traveling to west bengal siliguri for a short meeting with my co-worker's in church planting ministry,this journey was not very easy journey 5hrs of waiting without food and the next day 3hrs of waiting for bus at night and lots of mosquito bites challenges of finances but God grace i reach safely siliguri where God open His arm ones again ready to trained me and make me understand the kingdom of God is important when we are involved as a missionary in the field.I felt during this journey God want to communicate with me of my impatient character need to be molded by God.And God was seeing patiently my struggles as well as my joy.Fruit of the patience God bless us kitchen vessels i was so touched receiving all the blessings even though they don't have much but they gave us.......
CROSSING LIMITATION OF WHAT I CAM DO

God restore our ministry bringing together though Holy Spirit with one heart im mission  giving our best to lift up one another by word of encouragement ,not only verbally but with action i join with them to help in the school for some days amd also putting the fence in the school,panting the benches physically involvement was the sign of unity what i can do for that moment.

TEENAGERS FIRE FOR GOD'S SERVICE

We got opportunity to trained young boys and girls from sunday school.We got a time to share our ministry experiences to them and it really challenge them they were all from broken family i listen to them i prayed with them It boost me up seeing their zealness to know God,God sees their potential in sharing gospel .

       DOOR OF BLESSING WIDELY OPEN
We have not even prayed for the chairs but God blessings flows like river in that river of blessing we can't name a particular thing,because when it flows,it flows with everything which we have not named also,which we have not even remember to asked.Thank you Jesus my provider........

PRAY:-
1)Pray for my  staff Sarita recently her father  passed away for God's comfort.
2)Pray for God's provision as we are planning to bake cake for fund raise this way we can get the finance to go mission trip.
3)Pray for more workers to join with me carrying the vision of Jesus.

                                             DESPERATE TO HAVE GOD'S HEART


God's plan was untold to me,unexpectedly God brought people who are hunger for the help, who have the wrong concept of Christ and who are from the Buddhist background God lead us to 3 girls we met them and we invite them for lunch in our house,God reveal His heart in a very creative way to share gospel to them by singing gospel songs and also letting them to sing their own songs after that our team we started praying in our spirit and then i shared my testimony how i encounter Christ and what Christ can do,it makes them to open their heart for Christ and to see success in their work by trusting Jesus.So we prayed for them and one of the girl got selected in the interview so her faith increase and she asked more prayer for her future and then even their doubts and wrong concepts of Christianity was cleared.As long as we are ready to share God's mighty work to the lost God is ready to give His creative ideas,so we invited them next time also.


                        REVELATION OF RISK, CHALLENGES AND CHANGES


Taking risky steps was not easy but it taught me alot of accepting challenges with joy so that we or i can see the changes with victory.After taking the step it was a risky step when i give a word to give my tithes to a missionary who stay far,without counting how much i saved i told the amount that i will give,i was started thinking if that much amount i can't give than what they will think so by faith i check my tithes it was the exact amount i told to them i was so happy by what i did because i obey what God said i give what i have also and God use me to teach in DTS so i started teaching faith and finance as i experience through my life it was the 2nd day of my teaching in DTS and all the students and staffs they were playing angel and mortal game and even in my heart was thinking to play with them but they didn't involve me in that game so i said to myself in my heart i wish somebody can be my angel with that desire i went back to my room and than after sometime later i got a message saying that iam your angel that shock me,because nobody knows that i was wishing in my heart  and i started reading the message and it was saying iam your angel i was praying for you and God told to bless me some money so iam sending some money to your account and i got it.God knows very well that i will be travelling to kolkata for DTS teaching after 2weeks and for booking my tickets i don't have so He prepared for me before,i took the challenges by giving out what i have and God changes
the situations.
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  CHALLENGES FROM MY TEAM MEMBER ASKING GOD TO GIVE HIS HEART
There was a time i was scare to loose people and i try to make them happy with what i can do,but God gave me His heart to not to afraid of loosing people but learning how to release people it was very Strong release word in my heart that makes me to be strong in decision it was a challenging moment because i don't have a enough staff to work with me but saying yes you can go saying to my team member when they ask me to release with big heart and with the hope of God and he left.
But God will never leave me i know even nobody work with me He is 24x 7 working with me.
Thank you for reading my blog it helps me to pour out my heart .


PRAYER-
1)Pray for long term supporter for my team members who are really come with long term goal.
2)Pray for the lost one whom we share gospel and make friendship they will soon come to the Lord.
3)Pray for good health am not so well coughing and day by day am  becoming loosing weight.

GOD STAND STILL FOR ME

Once again i felt like asking question to God,Where iam going ?what iam doing ?why people are leaving the ministry ?why their hearts are not serious for the lost ?
It was like the psalmist in 116 he expressed his heart to God and he says his God hears his prayer and his cry and he is sure that his God will show His mercy and He will turn His ears to his prayer and the psalmist says that he will not stop praying til his death and even in ps 118 says taking refuge in God is better than to trust in humans i trust people who are working with me thinking that they will work long term with committed heart to God,but i was broken too like the psalmist i feel like iam in the situation what no one can understand,only God alone can understand and i know when iam down to earth or high God stand still i may change like season my mood and character but God will never change His love and His mercy.


      CONSECRATE BEFORE THE LORD
God spoke to us to clean ourself before God and start with new thing stop following old patterns but create new things because old is gone start newand i was asking what new we have to start to God,we check ourselves first and than we check in the ministry,what new thing need to create ?and we start going 5houses everyday in 4-5 hrs....So God revealed all the negativity that is in my mind and in our team,thinking we are not eligible to do this that and many excuses polluting our mind  but God encourage us from Lk10:18 He has given authority to overcome all the power of the enemy,aftr receiving the word from God we prayed and concentrate ourself before God.

FEAR OF LOOSING THE MEMBERS
God strength push me not to loose hope.But still than the fear was keep disturbing me and i cry out to God and He remind me of the Israelites when God start talking with moses,it was the time when God came to the mountain thunder and lightning start it makes Israelites fear but God heart was something different and He says fear is to keep away from sinning and that's makes me to understand His heart for me too,and His love which is love like an ocean,God removed fear from my heart that distract me to think God's bigger plans which is ahead of me and He encourages me through the life of Gideon to stand firm and strong in God even though i have only two members in the team and also they gave 1-2 years commitmen to work with me .I will not be shaken God use Gideon in Judges and Gideon won the battle though their army were less ,
Quantity doesn't makes different in Gods eyes.I speak to myself and i said Annu be strong God will   never let me down and alone.



PERSEVERANCE TEACHES PATIENTS

Trying to work hard carrying 39 box of books from ground floor to 5th loor to get money for our rent house,it was joyful moment to do new thing for good reason and we got 1500/ for carrying charge,at the same time next day i was battling with my anger issued i prayed to God to b slow in anger,as i was praying and dealing with my anger and impatient,as we went to visit some houses one of the house from hindu strong family they insulted us,they abused us with words,we were scolded but one amazing changes i have seen in me was patients i was smiling and i was shocked seeing myself behaving kind to the family though they said many but God control my anger and later God won the battle with joy so the family offer tea biscuits that time i felt very strong the enemy who came with anger loose the battle.God's love with patients.
Thank you for reading my blog.

PRAYER:

1)Pray for God's wisdom and protection as i have to go for teaching in dts in kolkata.
2)Pray for God's heart to show love to all even it's hard.
3)Pray continuously for new staff to joine with us with God's commitment and with vision .

                          WHY DID JESUS WENT TO LAZARUS AFTER 4DAYS ??

Working with faith,God provide house for us and we start cleaning our ministry house without paying deposit and even not paying the house rent it was our faith with action work.First day of entering the ministry house with prayer and feast,it was like a poor widow she gave what she have in Mk12:41-44 we too gave what we have on that night,Mary and Martha also must be waiting for Jesus to come on time but He didn't come to heal Lazarus from sickness because He want to glorify God by doing great miracle raising Lazarus from death so as the same with me and my team we were worried if house owner asked money what we will tell?how we will pay ?and Jesus has His plan for us to glorify Father doing great things in our team and miracles took place we got blessing from different people whom we never expected.

WE ARE CALL TO BE HELPERS

Heart broken when i met one of the family who's support was only God no one in the whole society came and help when this family lost their mother of a two little children,wife of a non believer husband and a daughter of a very old mother at that time God use our team to comfort and to be helper for the family there was no one to carry the death body and to burried also so we went  and  burried her,it was a very sad moment to see two little kids who does'nt even know that their mother is no more in the world and she will never come back again for them.  

FAITH CAN MOVE THE MOUNTAIN

With faith we start praying for our rent everyday but seems like nothing is working at first we as a team we took fasting and prayer and crying out loud to God and than God spoke to us through Acts 16:25 the situation with paul and silas in the prison and their expectation of out come result,when paul had a vision for calling him to Mecedonia he might be thinking that now everything will be good because he is obeying God's vision.So he started preaching the gospel and even he command in the name of Jesus to the spirit of future telling to come out from one lady.After all this they flogged paul and silas,they dragged them,they were beaten with rods and they were in prison but still than paul and silas were praying and worshiping singing hymns but then only through their life the jailer whole family were saved.It was must be unexpected,Same thing it was with us too happen we expect so much in the beginning but when we dont get our expectation we were not angry but we praise God as soon as we finish our fasting and prayer great miracle took place which was out of our expectation one lady who was newly in christ came and bless our team with her first time tithes for our house rent,it was the exact amount that we need for now.So with that joy we invite some missionaries who are working for monpa buddhist people,we use little amount of money to buy chicken half kg and pork 1 kg and the miracle was we were 10 of us including a small girl together we ate and their was left over too,amazing work of God still works today as it was the time of feeding 5000 people in the book of Jh6:10-13.God is in work iam excited to share more He is started opening many more bigger doors for me and new doors.Thank you for reading my blog.          

Prayer-
1)Prayer for new commited new staff in my ministry with God's provision.
2)Prayer for God's wisdom iam going for teaching on the topic of Faith and finance( kolkata)
3)Pray for regular support for our ministry house rent.

                                              

STRATEGIES FROM GOD

   

Last blog i have asked for a prayer to get new strategies and God gave new strategies that was worth asking to God and be satisfied myself.

This last 9yrs we have never done carol during Christmas focusing the lost soul of Buddhist.This Christmas God gave us new strategies to go and tell the good news of Jesus,and we went and God did His part softening the heart of those whom we visited.We showed Gods generosity by giving small gifts cakes bible and gospel books to all the Bhuddhist lost soul,at the same time we visited some believers too and we got blessings we use that blessing to bless lost soul again.

Carol Buddhist house













                     

Gods generosity


                                            RIGHT TIME RIGHT PLACE

GOD answered our second prayer too,which was i asked prayer in my last
blog .The place where iam staying the same place we got one
room for my DMM team and this area is very new for us to
ministry and also lots of Bhuddhis