SEEING THE BROKEN HEART OF GOD BROKE MY HEART

On the third week of my training. I was listening to the gentle voice of God and it came with message of this broken world. God broke my heart by showing me His broken heart and the urgency of saving souls not in a small number but in a multiples. Everywhere, anytime,and by anyone for the world. So He started expressing his feelings to me and I noted it down into a poem.

              SON OF MAN
                      FOR
         LOSTNESS OF MAN.
                   LK 19:10.

God's heart is seeking
Lost souls of this world,
God's heart is seeking
Those who cry for the world.

He carries the burdens for all,
In 30 pieces of silver He was sold
only for the sake of this world.

Knocking at the door of each soul
Again and again He calls,
Desperate desire He has 
Just to reach out to each soul.

His love for lost souls is more n more
Open the heart of peoples goals,
Gods heart breaks for this world
When He sees the lost souls.

He says multiply multiply person of peace
Consistent prayer this world needs,
Father's heart goes deeper deeper to see
Free free salvation to each of thee.

Different cultures, different languages
He is longing for,
Near far across the world
He is wanting more.

Saving souls and open doors
He is looking for,
Limitless love,unconditional love  He pours,
Only for lostness of soul.

Catalyst pray and go
Scatter the seeds and sow,
Spread the gospel where you go,
Baptize and disciple as He called,
Call n gather multiply leader all
Catalyse the movements in the world.
                   By Annu (Tsering Tsomu)

It boosts my spirit to go and share this very important message to the world and it is message that He gave us before He went up to heaven. To go and make disciples not just lead them to know Christ but also make disciples and to train them. Matt 28:18-20 God wants me to be very serious of what Jesus had commanded and put that into practice. I realized that I had to start from that week itself.

GOD SOFTEN THE GROUND
So I prayed and made a list of 20 names who rare not saved. I prayed again for them and God started stirring up my heart to share to one of the person from the list. She is a Buddhist lady. I called her to talk to her and God made everything possible she was so open to gospel, open to her problems too. In this way God led me to many others too and just in one week I shared with sixteen people. God started working on what He spoke to me.

The feelings of this world being lost took me to the streets to share with many about my life how God called me to be His daughter. And being His daughter how privileged I feel. The need of a daddy is very important in life. Through Psalms 127 :1-5  God spoke to me  the importance of ""God in our lives"". Without God no matter how much hardwork we do it is all in vain. He spoke to me to be desperate to have Him. I realised that if I'm in desperate need of Him in my life then I will see fruitful result. So I'm going on an exploratory trip to Tawang carrying God's vision in my heart. Bless you all for reading my blog.

Prayer points:

1)pray for a good health.

2)Unity in the team I'm with.

3)The  anointing that Joshua and  Caleb had to reach the promise land and to come back with good news.

Here are some of my training pictures from a cultural night event...

Unexpected answer from God

FIRST DAY IN KML (KINGDOM MOVEMENT LAUNCH)
I started my training at KML(kingdom movement Launch) on the 8th of February with my own preoccupied thoughts and expectations. After leading ministry for years I decided to do this training in order to step down to a student's level from a level of leadership. I wanted to  learn and receive and not lead. I made up my mind not to lead or teach but only to listen... Two days of learning in the centre and I felt like I haven't learned any thing because I saw that there was pride in me. This was because of the knowledge that I had gained over the course of me being a leader. I had set my mind to expecting something very great from God from the first day. I had high expectations that He will show me great and wonderful things.... perhaps things that I haven't even dreamed of before. And things didn't turn up the way I thought and expected in the first two days..

UNEXPECTED ANSWER FROM GOD.

God spoke to me and He reminded me of Elijah in the book of 1kings 19:11-14. He too was expecting that God will appear in a powerful wind but it did not happen. He thought that God would appear to him in an earthquake but it didn't happen. And again he thought that God would appear in a fire but it didn't happen, but in a gentle whisper God spoke to him. The same thing happened with me on the 3rd day of my training. God started showing me the purpose of being in KML.

 

The words that God gave me last year were repeated again and again in KML. These words give me new ideas to start a ministry for my own people group which has only 0.30 percentage of believers. The  least unreached people group in the world. The promise verses that God gave me become more clear when I read Isaiah 54:2.  I truly feel like this was not only a confirmation from God but it was also an urgent call for my unreached people. This was after I spent time listening and hearing from God. The plans that I had for myself this season was not to lead nor to teach but to step down to the level of a student and just spend time listening and learning. But God's  plan was totally different. He had plans for my people so He spoke to the Leader of KML to appoint me as one of the leaders of the research teams. The place where we will be going to is Tawang (my home town)  Now I understand that it was God's strategic plan to use me for His glory among my own people. So I submitted myself to God and I said yes to be a leader.

Thank you so much for reading my blog and praying for me. There are many things that God is confirming to me through this training KML (KINGDOM MOVEMENT LAUNCH)

Prayer Points:

1)God's humility  to rest on me so that I will learn from younger ones too.

2) I need more of God's wisdom and His love so that I will be a blessing to my people and  my team members.

3)God's fresh anointing and protection over me and my team members.

Annu (Tsering Tsomu)

Hello my name is Annu (Tsering Tsomu). I am from Arunachal Pradesh India and I belong to a Buddhist tribe called Monpa Tawang which is also known for being the world’s least unreached people group. God chose me from that dark world in the year 2004 and that is when I gave my life to Him. He became my Father and I His daughter. He is my only source of living in this dark world. I have been working in YWAM at least 9 to 10 years. Currently I am serving in DTS (Discipleship Training School) with young people as a leader. I also help lead a small fellowship for my people called the Monpa Fellowship. God opened a door for me to be a part of Sons & Daughters which I’m extremely thankful for.

December 2016 Sons & Daughters held a retreat for all of its members. I felt so welcomed and honoured by what God is doing and speaking. The retreat had a great impact on my life as this was the first time I took a break from ministry. I was so honoured and to be honest I have never been in a position where I had received so much honour like the way Sons & Daughters did for me in the retreat. I’m thankful for all that the Lord had done for me.