PHYSICALLY CHALLENGED

            GOD TOUCHES MY EMOTION

As Osher was completing her 2weeks with us,the joy of my heart grows more and more seeing her overcoming all the sickness by God's strength,after some days i was emotionally down because of my health all part of my joints started paining,tooth ache started, fever and throat pain all together i was strugling cannot eat food properly mean while one mid night 1am to 2am God spoke to us as a family that He is still the God and He want to comunicate through thunder and lightening with us who can do everything as its says in psalms 18.

           NEW PARENTS SEEKING WISDOM

Nothing is new to God,though we struggle taking care of newly Osher in our life as Father & mother but at the same time we are enjoying learning new things to be a parents for Osher.Every new day is a challenge for us with fear and asking God for wisdom to take care of her now she is growing she is 48days old,Our day become night and night become day,our good God always has good planned for us and he send sisters to help in this very time she helps us in cooking and also carrying baby and yes my own sister from the first day taking care of Osher though it was also for her first time she dearly loved Osher so much iam so much blessed.

      HEART OF GOD NEVER STOP FOR GOOD

No matter where we are what the situation is we felt that doing good is nothing wrong in difficult situation as God led my husband to cook for those who are sick got corona positive believers.It was God good heart that led him to do the good work in difficult situation,praise God.

Here are some prayer points:

1)Ask God to open the door for ministry opportunity in Tawang next month.

2)Need wisdom as a newly parents.

3)God's provision for Osher's diaper.

    

FULFILLMENT OF GOD'S PROMISE

                    GREATEST GIFT OF GOD

Life totally changed from inside to outside receiving this greatest gift from God Osher.The day she came to the world on 18th  of August 10:40am in the morning my pain has gone as the bible says..in Jh 16:21 When a woman is giving birth, she has sorrow because her hour has come, but when she has delivered the baby, she no longer remembers the anguish, for joy that a human being has been born into the world.It was the time to know greatest miracle of God a human being coming into my life,amazed to express my thankfulness to God of His wonderful plan to form this little angel into our family.I remember when she was in my womb i prayed to God and i talked to her that i don't have strength to deliver normally so i asked God to give strength and asked Osher to come out with her own strength and i strongly felt that day it was the strength of God who help me to bring this little angel into this world.

                       TEST OF MY FAITH

Being as a new mother just two days baby holding in my arm i fall in love with her with new everything and also with lots of fear about how to hold and taking care of her since no one in my family knows taking care of newborn baby it gives me more panic and nervous so on 3rd day we went to hospital just to show her since baby was crying so much and we came to know that she got jaundice and kidney infection hearing that breaks my heart and i couldn't able to handle myself i cried deeply and asking God for her life she was in ICU it just happen after two days of delivery i was not recover too i was in the situation were emotionally i was broken thinking of Osher health in ICU and physically i was in pain my wound were very new all at once i was going through,and not only those area of my life but also financially we were in need of paying the bills of hospital but we know our God is good all the time in all situation,He send people to bless us in prayer so that our little angel can healed,in finance so that we can pay all the bills of hospital and food so that we can eat in the hospital blessed with many generouse people who stand with us in our hard time.5th day in the hospital i felt i pass the test of faith and in the evening Osher was with us in my arm with the victory of God.

Psalms 91 we proclaimed for Osher.

Thank you so much for being ready to fight the battle for us.

Few prayer points:

1)Protection for Osher life.

2)Need Wisdom to take care of Osher 

3)To grow more in faith and in love.

Work of God in month of July.

          PRAISING GOD WITH NEW SOUL 

Amazing time of worship with our team and special friend in Christ pema choizom who received Christ as her personal saviour newly.

Coming together with one heart in this hard time we felt more close to one another and also felt so much of joy.It was not we but it was God who planned for this day.

                     FIRE FOR GOD CALL

In my 8months running i got a phone call from one believer she call us for prayer for her brother who was suffering from cancer and jaundice and he is not a believer but strong buddhist follower.At this pendemic situation where pregnant lady are not very safe to go out but i was restless knowing that they need prayer and inside my heart fire of God was calling me so i said to my husband i will go and we went and got opportunity to share who Christ is and what is their choice for their life.It was not easy going there it was far and difficult situation but when God said ok everything goes well.

    WHEN PEOPLE SEARCH FOR MEDICINE 

We search for God in our life,coming together as a team once a week and feed ourself by the living word,it refreshes us and also gives hope to see more greater things in days to come as we keep seeking God in our life.This time my husband deliver message to us and encourage us.

              SLOW TO ANGER IS OUR GOD

As we were facing people who are trying to get more during this lockdown period of time no compassion,no faithfulness,no concern for poor instead stealing,full of lies increasing money in everything though the order has been given by authority to all the shopkeepers they were not ready to reduce single pie it makes me anger as i went to buy vegetable i shouted at them i didn't realize that iam crossing the limit when i got the message from Ep 4:26 It says in your anger do not sin later i felt i was too high in anger and i confess to all what i did.This is how God is dealing with me in my character.

       My few prayer points

 

PRAYER:-

1)Need more God's wisdom in my family.

2)God's protection upon my family and our fellowship members.

3)Need prayer support for my normal delivery due date is 9th august and God's provision.

         Thank you.

       

GOD CREATE THE WAYS TO WORSHIP HIM

This was our first sunday to come together in Jesus name,we felt the desperation of our heart to glorify Jesus in one Spirit.Calling our team member to our place with the family it was a very blessed time inspite of all the boundaries God make a way for us.

                  VALUING INDIVIDUAL
It was always a joy to do something new which i have not done before specially for my sister yet i have done to others new thing keeping as surprice for them but last many years it never came to my mind to surprice  my own sister on her birthday or just to celebrate her birthday though she has been a blessing to me on my birthday.
But this time God open my eyes to value her by celebrating her birthday during this pendemic time when shops were closed but since it was God who lead me to do on her birthday week the shops were open and we could able to celebrate her birthday with the team and family first time.

          GOD HEART OUR LITTLE VOICE
It is a rainy season,months and months it's rains here.where we need to be ready with umbrella and good shoe or sandal.I realized my husband doesn't have the sandal and no umbrella to protect us from rain so one day both of us we talked about the sandal that he need but our budget was very tight to buy so it was just a small voice from us that we need sandal,and God heard our small or little voice and He send the person to bless us exactly what we need at this moment umbrella for me and sandal for my husband.God is faithful when we put our faith in God.

Thank you for reading my blog and praying for us.
Here is my prayer points:
1)Strength of God on my delivery.
2)Wisdom of God for my husband and my family on the delivery day.
3)Protection upon baby and for normal delivery.

       NO ONE CAN STOP TO GLORIFY GOD

Even in times as this,God's name is always lifted high wether we go out and call a mass gathering or not,He will be always in high.
As i was asking God to open creative doors to do something that will glorify His name and i was waiting for the opportunity and just after that week phone call came from a family who needs prayer for their new born baby,i was filled with joy to go and visit the family not only the family of the new born baby but after reaching there one buddhist family they ask for the prayer  to pray for their son who have a lung cancer,it was the time that i feel that God works will never stop and no one can stop no matter what situation comes i got priviledge to share who my God is,and what He can do then we prayed for the son and the whole family.This is how anywhere anytime God's name is glorifying.
       

     MORE PREPERATION FOR THE COMING DAYS.

Seeing fear and doubts in our staffs who are working with us in the same mission God use me and my husband to boost them up in the spirit by connecting through technology of this days mobile whatsapp we encourage them to keep ourself busy in going deeper in the word of God,so we start our bible study everyday,it really help them and it helps us too ,to see through our life how we are growing in the Lord and how we can make right with God.During this pandemic time God taught us many things one of them is valuing the Relationships to build our relationship more stronger, me and my husband went and help them in their need when they were shifting the rooms this is how we tried to show our love and concern for them.

This is how God is preparing me and my husband in different areas of our life so that it will be fruitful in the coming days.
Thank you for reading my blog may God bless all.
Few prayer points:
1)Need more Wisdom as a new couple and going to be new papa and mom.
2)More doors to open for ministry with the lost soul.
3)Ask the Lord to add more numbers of people who will join the bible training though online.
               Thank you for your prayer.

               *HIS POWER IN MY HEALTH*

As we went keep looking for the Doctor clinic to do my blood test which was required during pregnancy so we tested and the result brings joy in me it was normal the result of my thyroid.
God's power control over my health and we went to the doctor to show my report at that time all the hospitals were sealed for covid 19 so we decided to go by walk to a private hospital which was very far and it was very expensive,still then God's strength was with us and His provision for appointment with Doctor was never fail.

     SUPRISES AFTER SURPRISES FROM GOD

Psalm 145 A psalm of praise. ... Great is the LORD and most worthy of praise; his greatness no one can fathom. One generation will commend your works to another; they will tell of your mighty acts. They will speak of the glorious splendor of your majesty, and I will meditate on your wonderful works.As this time God really took me to a deeper understanding of His plan with His children,and how much He is trying to reveal His great love for us that we can't get in the world unless we empty ourself with all this things that makes us busy,i understood this is the time God want us to give our best time with God & families and to become warrior of christ by standing in the gap for the world.
When the half of the world were worried and crying for food as for me i surrender my life my health family everything to God there was not even a small thing i was worried for,
instead unexpected time,unexpected different provision and unexpected people bless us on our door.It was not only for our 3meal provision but also the things that my baby need in my womb the fruits i have seen the fulfillment of the scripture again after 15yrs the same scripture came alive before me, 2cor12:9 But he said to me, “My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness. ” Therefore I will boast all the more ...This is how my faith grows stronger.

This is how God bless me during nation lockdown time.Thank you for reading my blog.
Please remember us in your prayer time.
Here are some few prayer points:
1)Pray for people for God's blessings in their familes who have blessed us.
2)Pray for opportunity to share our faith during this pendemic time.
3)Praise God for the appetite that now i can able to eat food well.
     Thank you blessings Annu.

*LEARNING THROUGH MY WEAKNESS*

Month of march starting from the weeks God really humbled me down and letting me to share to my co worker in Christ,what i have done,not keeping Jesus in the first place and keeping my own priority taking His place.I came to know only when i lost my purse with cash and ATM at that time i repent befor God and prayed two nights and then i got my ATM.
But not purse i knew that God is teaching me to be sincere in my tithes as i rejoice sharing my experience to my fellow workers in ywam challenging them through my weakness.God conform me through the word of life Is 61:2.

           *CRYING OUT FOR HEALING*

Asking God to heal the land from covid19 and asking God to forgive the sins of the world as a team and as a family behalf of the sinful world.We ourself first went befor God and cryout for His forgiveness of our sin,through fasting and prayer we have seen God was uniting the believers, missionaries, families during this time and making everyone of us strong as never before,and even i felt strongly that God was multiplying the churches 100s time more as voices come out from every single houses on sundays,Though the church building were closed.
Being lockdown and with all this news and my health issue it really broken my spirit,when i came to know from Doctor that my Thyroid is high carrying 4months baby in my womb,it was very much hard for me to believe but i trusted the Lord who created me and plan for my baby and God strengthen me with His living word 1cor10:13,James5:17 and Mark11:24.
What iam doing is earnestly praying and waiting for miracle in our land and in my health.

Thank you for reading my blog.
Few prayer points:
1)Pray for my husband for support till now i have only the support and we both are surviving with my support.
2)Pray for God's mercy on the land so that by this month healing will take place.
3)Pray for me 4months pregnant i can't eat food and no appetite.
      Blessing to all.