DESPERATE TO HAVE GOD'S HEART


God's plan was untold to me,unexpectedly God brought people who are hunger for the help, who have the wrong concept of Christ and who are from the Buddhist background God lead us to 3 girls we met them and we invite them for lunch in our house,God reveal His heart in a very creative way to share gospel to them by singing gospel songs and also letting them to sing their own songs after that our team we started praying in our spirit and then i shared my testimony how i encounter Christ and what Christ can do,it makes them to open their heart for Christ and to see success in their work by trusting Jesus.So we prayed for them and one of the girl got selected in the interview so her faith increase and she asked more prayer for her future and then even their doubts and wrong concepts of Christianity was cleared.As long as we are ready to share God's mighty work to the lost God is ready to give His creative ideas,so we invited them next time also.


                        REVELATION OF RISK, CHALLENGES AND CHANGES


Taking risky steps was not easy but it taught me alot of accepting challenges with joy so that we or i can see the changes with victory.After taking the step it was a risky step when i give a word to give my tithes to a missionary who stay far,without counting how much i saved i told the amount that i will give,i was started thinking if that much amount i can't give than what they will think so by faith i check my tithes it was the exact amount i told to them i was so happy by what i did because i obey what God said i give what i have also and God use me to teach in DTS so i started teaching faith and finance as i experience through my life it was the 2nd day of my teaching in DTS and all the students and staffs they were playing angel and mortal game and even in my heart was thinking to play with them but they didn't involve me in that game so i said to myself in my heart i wish somebody can be my angel with that desire i went back to my room and than after sometime later i got a message saying that iam your angel that shock me,because nobody knows that i was wishing in my heart  and i started reading the message and it was saying iam your angel i was praying for you and God told to bless me some money so iam sending some money to your account and i got it.God knows very well that i will be travelling to kolkata for DTS teaching after 2weeks and for booking my tickets i don't have so He prepared for me before,i took the challenges by giving out what i have and God changes
the situations.
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  CHALLENGES FROM MY TEAM MEMBER ASKING GOD TO GIVE HIS HEART
There was a time i was scare to loose people and i try to make them happy with what i can do,but God gave me His heart to not to afraid of loosing people but learning how to release people it was very Strong release word in my heart that makes me to be strong in decision it was a challenging moment because i don't have a enough staff to work with me but saying yes you can go saying to my team member when they ask me to release with big heart and with the hope of God and he left.
But God will never leave me i know even nobody work with me He is 24x 7 working with me.
Thank you for reading my blog it helps me to pour out my heart .


PRAYER-
1)Pray for long term supporter for my team members who are really come with long term goal.
2)Pray for the lost one whom we share gospel and make friendship they will soon come to the Lord.
3)Pray for good health am not so well coughing and day by day am  becoming loosing weight.

GOD STAND STILL FOR ME

Once again i felt like asking question to God,Where iam going ?what iam doing ?why people are leaving the ministry ?why their hearts are not serious for the lost ?
It was like the psalmist in 116 he expressed his heart to God and he says his God hears his prayer and his cry and he is sure that his God will show His mercy and He will turn His ears to his prayer and the psalmist says that he will not stop praying til his death and even in ps 118 says taking refuge in God is better than to trust in humans i trust people who are working with me thinking that they will work long term with committed heart to God,but i was broken too like the psalmist i feel like iam in the situation what no one can understand,only God alone can understand and i know when iam down to earth or high God stand still i may change like season my mood and character but God will never change His love and His mercy.


      CONSECRATE BEFORE THE LORD
God spoke to us to clean ourself before God and start with new thing stop following old patterns but create new things because old is gone start newand i was asking what new we have to start to God,we check ourselves first and than we check in the ministry,what new thing need to create ?and we start going 5houses everyday in 4-5 hrs....So God revealed all the negativity that is in my mind and in our team,thinking we are not eligible to do this that and many excuses polluting our mind  but God encourage us from Lk10:18 He has given authority to overcome all the power of the enemy,aftr receiving the word from God we prayed and concentrate ourself before God.

FEAR OF LOOSING THE MEMBERS
God strength push me not to loose hope.But still than the fear was keep disturbing me and i cry out to God and He remind me of the Israelites when God start talking with moses,it was the time when God came to the mountain thunder and lightning start it makes Israelites fear but God heart was something different and He says fear is to keep away from sinning and that's makes me to understand His heart for me too,and His love which is love like an ocean,God removed fear from my heart that distract me to think God's bigger plans which is ahead of me and He encourages me through the life of Gideon to stand firm and strong in God even though i have only two members in the team and also they gave 1-2 years commitmen to work with me .I will not be shaken God use Gideon in Judges and Gideon won the battle though their army were less ,
Quantity doesn't makes different in Gods eyes.I speak to myself and i said Annu be strong God will   never let me down and alone.



PERSEVERANCE TEACHES PATIENTS

Trying to work hard carrying 39 box of books from ground floor to 5th loor to get money for our rent house,it was joyful moment to do new thing for good reason and we got 1500/ for carrying charge,at the same time next day i was battling with my anger issued i prayed to God to b slow in anger,as i was praying and dealing with my anger and impatient,as we went to visit some houses one of the house from hindu strong family they insulted us,they abused us with words,we were scolded but one amazing changes i have seen in me was patients i was smiling and i was shocked seeing myself behaving kind to the family though they said many but God control my anger and later God won the battle with joy so the family offer tea biscuits that time i felt very strong the enemy who came with anger loose the battle.God's love with patients.
Thank you for reading my blog.

PRAYER:

1)Pray for God's wisdom and protection as i have to go for teaching in dts in kolkata.
2)Pray for God's heart to show love to all even it's hard.
3)Pray continuously for new staff to joine with us with God's commitment and with vision .

                          WHY DID JESUS WENT TO LAZARUS AFTER 4DAYS ??

Working with faith,God provide house for us and we start cleaning our ministry house without paying deposit and even not paying the house rent it was our faith with action work.First day of entering the ministry house with prayer and feast,it was like a poor widow she gave what she have in Mk12:41-44 we too gave what we have on that night,Mary and Martha also must be waiting for Jesus to come on time but He didn't come to heal Lazarus from sickness because He want to glorify God by doing great miracle raising Lazarus from death so as the same with me and my team we were worried if house owner asked money what we will tell?how we will pay ?and Jesus has His plan for us to glorify Father doing great things in our team and miracles took place we got blessing from different people whom we never expected.

WE ARE CALL TO BE HELPERS

Heart broken when i met one of the family who's support was only God no one in the whole society came and help when this family lost their mother of a two little children,wife of a non believer husband and a daughter of a very old mother at that time God use our team to comfort and to be helper for the family there was no one to carry the death body and to burried also so we went  and  burried her,it was a very sad moment to see two little kids who does'nt even know that their mother is no more in the world and she will never come back again for them.  

FAITH CAN MOVE THE MOUNTAIN

With faith we start praying for our rent everyday but seems like nothing is working at first we as a team we took fasting and prayer and crying out loud to God and than God spoke to us through Acts 16:25 the situation with paul and silas in the prison and their expectation of out come result,when paul had a vision for calling him to Mecedonia he might be thinking that now everything will be good because he is obeying God's vision.So he started preaching the gospel and even he command in the name of Jesus to the spirit of future telling to come out from one lady.After all this they flogged paul and silas,they dragged them,they were beaten with rods and they were in prison but still than paul and silas were praying and worshiping singing hymns but then only through their life the jailer whole family were saved.It was must be unexpected,Same thing it was with us too happen we expect so much in the beginning but when we dont get our expectation we were not angry but we praise God as soon as we finish our fasting and prayer great miracle took place which was out of our expectation one lady who was newly in christ came and bless our team with her first time tithes for our house rent,it was the exact amount that we need for now.So with that joy we invite some missionaries who are working for monpa buddhist people,we use little amount of money to buy chicken half kg and pork 1 kg and the miracle was we were 10 of us including a small girl together we ate and their was left over too,amazing work of God still works today as it was the time of feeding 5000 people in the book of Jh6:10-13.God is in work iam excited to share more He is started opening many more bigger doors for me and new doors.Thank you for reading my blog.          

Prayer-
1)Prayer for new commited new staff in my ministry with God's provision.
2)Prayer for God's wisdom iam going for teaching on the topic of Faith and finance( kolkata)
3)Pray for regular support for our ministry house rent.

                                              

STRATEGIES FROM GOD

   

Last blog i have asked for a prayer to get new strategies and God gave new strategies that was worth asking to God and be satisfied myself.

This last 9yrs we have never done carol during Christmas focusing the lost soul of Buddhist.This Christmas God gave us new strategies to go and tell the good news of Jesus,and we went and God did His part softening the heart of those whom we visited.We showed Gods generosity by giving small gifts cakes bible and gospel books to all the Bhuddhist lost soul,at the same time we visited some believers too and we got blessings we use that blessing to bless lost soul again.

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Gods generosity


                                            RIGHT TIME RIGHT PLACE

GOD answered our second prayer too,which was i asked prayer in my last
blog .The place where iam staying the same place we got one
room for my DMM team and this area is very new for us to
ministry and also lots of Bhuddhis 

                       GOD'S PLAN ARE HIGHER AND GREATER THAN MY PLAN

IS 55:8-9 God's thoughts are different than my thoughts.
As we plan and decide for our journey the number of people said no to this gospel trip and we came to a conclusion with 10 people,but as we start our history maker journey to our land God add 2 more members in our team which i did'nt expected it was God who planed well for this trip 12 people call the 12 disciples of Jesus and also God want to see the 12 tribes of Israel in our team.I was amazed seeing our number increased because in the begining when i ask the believers they were not so ready to go,the reason was they have a problem with the high altitude difficult to breath because the place where we are going it's 15000 ft high above sea level.So the other reason was extreame cold they can't bear,hearing all this i decided in my heart even no one goes i will go and my mom will go it was the final decision from my heart but God plan in such a way that is awsome.Atlast 12 of us went.

                                      PREPARE WITH ARMOR OF GOD

God's protection was upon us in every situation as we start our journey we stop every station on the mountain and we started praying for sanctification of the land and we prayed a prayer of sowing seed of gospel in the land as we begin the journey non of us got sick not even a car sick or slight headache.God was in control over health in our group though some old members too were there in our group who were saying before they have breathing problem but nothing happen to them God was their strength all God's glory.

            After crossing 250-300 km from the place where we stay,we stop in one village in that whole village only one family they believe in Christ we met the family and we prayed for the family and we hear their testimonies it was a heart touching testimonies we were filled with tears in our eyes.At the same time we were encouraged to know that the family started a fellowship in their house,though it was hard and difficult to stay or start a fellowship in the midts of buddhist people.So 12 of us we share the love of God to them morally we strengthen the family as we spend 2 hrs in that village.
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                                        SOWING SEED OF WORD OF GOD

As we go higher and higher we feel the level of oxygen was less,and our body started getting cold but still then we feel from inside very strong and spiritual warmness and full of zealness to reach out every single people on the mountain,so we met indian armies because its a border to china so we distributed bibles with the word of encouragemet we started sowing the seed of word of God, specialy i was blessed seeing the old ladies and old man distributing the bible without thinking of cold and it was first time for them distributing bible with joy i was looking at them.

                           TEARS UNSTOPPED,REALIZING GOD'S GOODNESS

It was a time of giving thanks to God for the success program we had in Tawang with the believers and also with the unsaved people,we could able to go on the mountain and stretch out our hands and praying over the buddhist land.I was filled with the heart of God when we were gathering together with the believers who are living in the hard places God push me to say thank you to those missionaries who were there from long back i was greatful to them with my tears
   

                                7th YEAR GOD'S NUMBER YEAR OF LIBERTY

How God led me this 7th year to find the lost ethnic group,as i was looking back to my dairy i found the memories that i have jot down,it helps me to think of God's faithfulness throughout this 7 year,there were times that i feel to give up but then it was God who stretch out his hands and led me to celebrate this 7th year of our monpa fellowship Anniversary i realized the rest of the people are also trying to reachout the lost buddhist soul and they couldn't even yet started but God gave me this privileged to be the first one to reach out although 7 years before i didn't even know God's heart for this people and today God took me this far to complete 7year of victory.He encourage me that i have been a bridge last 7years for this lost soul helping them to connect people.As we see in Lev 25:8-10 specially the 7th year is very significant while i was reading one word stop me and it was Liberty it makes me to think of freedom and doing something new,i was blessed to know that i have completed 7 years working with buddhist people as a church in charge i can say i have fought the good fight,i have finish the race.I have kept the faith.

                                        GIVING BIRTH OF A NEW HOUSE CHURCH

On 22 november God started moment in our church planting,we start new house church with new people families they are from buddhist background God bless us this family He want us to see supper natural growth in saving soul through this family,we keep putting our faith in Him,and started involving not only one church but now two church we believe this two church is not enough God want us to see 200/ church more multiplication and to see this happen God encourage us as a team and individual not to doubt,not to afraid but fix our eyes on Him and keep trusting and walking,He remind us from Matt 14:27-31 when peter was afraid he begain to sink and even from Joshua1:9 God repeated the same encouragement again to our team to not to be afraid but be strong and courageous through this encouragement we could able to check our heart and we came to know that somewhere we are afraid and doubting and God doesn't want us to work in that way,keeping His word in our heart we are marching on now.

                                        GOD OF HISTORY WANT US TO MAKE HISTORY

No one in the past has taken this step.No one ever tried yet.
But God's choosen one are going to take this step,we are going to make history on this 9th november 2017,iam taking 10 members from our church who are also from buddhist background,to the land where people are afraid to share gospel and the land is dominated by buddhist religious leaders where the stronghold of Buddhism rules.10 of us are going to declare God's kingdom on that land and iam thankful to God for His plan and  making us ready this 7th year we are doing new things which will never be forgotten generation of Buddhist people.Iam excited to see what God is going to do.
Thank you for reading my blog.

Prayer:
1)pray for new house church to grow strong in numbers and it will multiply.
2)pray for God's protection upon every members who are going Tawang for gospel.
3)pray for God's favour upon our work and for the successful program, and through us people  will be blessed.

                                                 HELPERS FROM GOD

This is how God sees the need of our team,for time being .And He send helpers from shillong DTS outreach team to work with our DMM team for a month we had a great time reaching out all the places where we haven't visited yet,like going to every shopkeepers and praying telling the truth to them we all spread in the market,it was from before in my heart whenever i read ps 127:1-2 God was telling me to do and we could able to do with the team.

                                           NEW FAMILY CAME TO CHRIST

It was a moment to say thank you God for accepting new member in the kingdom of God ,while walking house to house door to door sharing gospel every houses never know that God was taking us to meet this bengali family  so atlast we reach and we did our part of sharing,God did His part of welcoming this family in His kingdom and then they receive christ as their personal savior we will be meeting this family time to time and we will have fellowship with the family.

                                              MIRACLE OF GOD TOOK PLACE

As we can see in Acts 19:6-12 the Holy Spirit started working in Paul's life,when he placed his hands on people they spoke in tongues and prophesied and even sick and illness were healed and even evil spirit left from the people.Today also God is doing the same thing God is not old days God if it's happen to paul then why not with us too and we have seen,one night one of my student she call me and she told that her elder sister is not feeling well from 1week and also she is control by evil spirit so i said morning we will come for prayer so we went and prayed by the power of God heald her.

The lady who is in the middle iam on her left with green shirt she  is free from evil spirit now praise God for healing her and using our team.

                                                         ATTACK OF ENEMY

Enemy was so alert because we are building God's kingdom in every places where we go,so we face spiritual warfare too in our team and individual too,i got hurt on my toe while walking going for prayer it was so painful but still i didn't stop going out and saving soul,and again i got high fever,cold,cough and headache still i continue right now also iam having fever and feeling weak my body iam on my sick bed testifying who christ is in my sickness and suffering because i know He is going to heal me right now iam in the battle field and God is the victory giver He will give victory.Thank you for reading my blog and praying for me.

PRAYER-
1)Pray for fast recovery of my health.
2)We want to start new fellowship among new believers .
3)God's protection upon our team DMM.